“Come and See”

Posted By Beckie Sweet on Jan 16, 2023 | 0 comments

January 15, 2023 ~ Second Sunday after Epiphany

Rev. Beckie Sweet


Chaim Potok was an intensely religious man: a Jew who explored the dimensions of faith in our lives.  From an early age, Potok knew he wanted to be a writer.  But his mother wasn’t so sure.  When he went away to college she said, “Son, now I know you want to be a writer.  But I want you to think about brain surgery.  You’ll keep a lot of people from dying.  And you’ll make a lot of money.”  To which Potok responded, “No, Mama, I want to be a writer.”

But, “No” was not what Mama wanted to hear.  So, every vacation break for four years she would repeat her comments about his becoming a brain surgeon and keeping people from dying and making a lot of money, and always his response was the same.  Finally, the son had enough, and, when the same mantra began, he cut off his mother with exasperation, and with great passion he told his mother, “Mama, I don’t want to keep people from dying.  I want to show them how to live!”

This morning’s scripture reading from John’s gospel is a “call” story, but unlike so many call stories in scripture this one is NOT crisp, dramatic, or decisive.  Today there is no blinding light, no booming voice, no clear instructions as to what the soon-to-be disciples are to do.  Instead, what we hear is Jesus asking a question—a strange, penetrating question.  But it is the question that forms the foundation for understanding “call”—for understanding vocation.  The question is: ‘What are you looking for?’

            Now please note what the question is NOT.  It is NOT ‘what do you want to do?’  ‘What do you want to produce, or achieve, or prove?’  ‘It is NOT ‘What do others expect you to do?’  No, the question is: ‘What are you looking for?’   What is important?  What is it that will fill your life with purpose, and joy, and meaning?

After struggle and discernment, the writer Chaim Potok was able to answer this very particular question.  What was he looking for?  He was looking for life – for abundant life for himself and others.  Writing novels just happened to be the means for him to find it.

There are a couple of interesting details in today’s Gospel reading.  When the soon-to-be disciples are “called” by Jesus, they were already doing something else.  They were already serving as disciples of John.  But, there was something about Jesus and something about his question that hooked them.  You see, Jesus invites them into their imaginations.  Jesus invites them into their curiosity.  Yes, Jesus invites them into God’s world – not through a sense of duty, but through intuition and passion.  And so, in mid-life, Andrew and Simon jump ship.  They start moving in a new direction.

The second interesting detail in the story is the disciples’ response.  The person and the question of Jesus stops them in their tracks, and, like those disciples on the road to Emmaus in the Gospel of Luke, the hearts of those Jesus’ encounters begin to burn within them.  Yes, there is something about Jesus, something about God, something about the deep question of life that can stop US in our tracks, that turns us around, that changes us – when we are willing to listen.

Andrew and Simon respond to Jesus’ question with a question of their own.  “Where are you staying?”  They feel so immediately drawn to the spiritual power of this man who asks them the most important question of their lives, they feel so connected to him, that they want to be with him, not in a geographical place, not in an architectural place, but in a spiritual place.  “Where do you stay, where do you abide, where do you rest your spirit and your body?” they ask.  “And can we come and stay, can we come and abide, can we come and remain with you?”  To which Jesus responds immediately, “Come and see.”  Come and be.  Come and abide with me.  Its not important what you do.  Just come and see – and then the doing will follow.  Like water from a fountain.  Like waves billowing out of the depth of the sea.  The doing will follow the seeing.

Susan Andrews tells the story about her call to follow Christ in this way: “At the beginning of my senior year of college I didn’t have a clue what I was going to do when I grew up.  My goal when I started college was to be a career diplomat, serving in some exotic place in the world.  But I quickly discovered that I am anything but diplomatic – and my skill with foreign languages is nil.  As for getting married and having a family, well, there were no prospects on the horizon.  And so I panicked.  What was I going to do with my life, and more concretely, how was I going to pay off my college loans?  It was at that point that the college chaplain suggested that I attend seminary – not in order to become a pastor, but as a place where I could ask the question, “What am I looking for?”

It was, serendipitously, while I was working as a seminarian with a group of junior highs in a Congregational church in Newton, Mass, that I began to receive the answer to that all-important question.  Those adolescents painfully reminded me of myself – with my restless energy, my wayfaring mind, my erratic sense of self-esteem, my desire to be good and to see good, and to do good in the world.  What was I looking for?  I was looking for a balanced life – where truth and passion give voice to the God in me and the God in others – where justice could join hands with joy, and where grace would abound.  What really happened among those youth, was that after 24 years of hearing the story of Jesus, I finally discovered the person of Jesus.  I discovered the One who models that balanced and joyful and passionate life.  And then I knew that I was called to abide with Jesus, to stay with Jesus,  to become like Jesus in whatever fragile and finite ways I could.  For me, the way to do that was in parish ministry.  And marriage.  And motherhood.  And writing.  And just being.  But abiding with Jesus can just as easily happen in the classroom or in the kitchen, or the boardroom or the courtroom, or the laboratory or the studio.  The call is not to a particular job.  It is to a particular relationship – and to a particular vision – and to a particular answer to the all-important question: What are you looking for?

God is calling us, too!  That call will likely come as a life-long question, burning in our hearts, given to us by the One who encourages curiosity, and models risk, and offers commitment – given by the One who invites us to journey with him and abide with him through all the questions and curves of life.  The vocation of Christians is above all a vocation to imagine – to imagine seeing what God sees when God looks at the world; to imagine abiding with God in the passionate places where God leads us; and to imagine sharing that passion by being God’s presence in the world.

Yes, sometimes God’s call to humans IS stunning, clear, loud, dramatic, and specific.  And that makes it easier for our response to be equally loud and clear and dramatic.  But most of the time the call is much more subtle, and much more vague than that.  And so, we are left shy, confused, and curious—tentative and tongue-tied – pilgrims on a journey toward the unknown.  But please know that whether you are clear or confused, God is calling you – wrapping warm grace around your restlessness.  God’s call gives voice to that ancient prayer of the church: “Lord, we know that our hearts are restless until they find their rest in thee.”

More than 40 years ago there was a man who heard a call from God and answered it.  He heard God ask him, “What are you looking for?” and he was able to answer: “I am looking for freedom and justice for all of God’s people.”  And so, Martin Luther King, Jr., was able to give voice to the voice of God through the voice of his own passion.

“I have a dream that is deeply rooted in the American dream . . . I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.” He said.  And then all of us will be “free at last.”

What are you looking for? (repeat)  It is by asking and answering that question, with Jesus as our companion, that each one hears God’s “call” to us.  And then, we, too, will be free at last.


May it be so, you and for me and for us all.  Amen.


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